3-2-2011

So I got rid of the car I have had for over 5 years today. I sold it for $200 because I was having problems keeping it running and in all honesty I was just ready to get rid of it. It was a 95 Nissan Altima that needed an 80 dollar part but I'm sick of driving it, sick of the reminders, sick of looking at it, ect. Now I'm without my "own" vehicle but we have family cars and sis is looking at getting a newer SUV also.

I haven't talked to Carmelo after the other day of him saying he isn't sure that Cami Jo is his and that he is with someone else. It hasn't been as hard to move on now that he says he's with someone else...it has been easier than I expected. I'm done...I can't wait to have Cami Jo here with me and be able to get back into better shape and start dating (this time I'm going to be way more selective)...regardless I can't wait to hold my baby and look into her eyes and see her beautiful smile! :D

Anyway I just had a wonderful dinner of home-made chicken and noodles, mashed potatoes, and creamed corn. Yummy! Sabrina can cook so well when she takes a moment to do so! Now I'm beyond full and blah and ready to sleep. 

I woke up much earlier than usual (4am) and was awake until after 2:30pm then I came home and had to crash...I took a nap from 3pm-5:30pm and felt much better BUT I'm still sleepy again. 

Anyway that's all for now...my back is aching like crazy as always...Flexeril helps a ton of course but I wish I could get some actual pain meds because my back aches go all the way to my freaking bones especially in my spine...I'm grateful for the ease I get from the muscles relaxer because it takes away some of the tension in my back but doesn't give full relief...oh well though some relief is better than full blown torturous pain! :)