Saturday 2-12-2011--Bored--

Okay so I sit here bored outta my mind but content none the less. I'm sad kind of because Carmelo hasn't bothered to text me or anything today or yesterday..I feel like kind of let down and sad like he couldn't care less that we have a son on the way. Oh well I've kind of made peace with the fact that he probably won't be in Cayden's life but it still makes me sad. I'm always optimistic that he'll come around but I'm realistic and really doubt it will happen.

Anyway 48 hours needs to hurry up and come on because there is nothing good on tv and I've seen this "lock up raw" like too many times already. Cayden has been somewhat active tonight but not very much but dang I feel quite a bit of pressure on my hooha and it's making me worry that he may come sooner than expected.


Since we are down to one car with a broken shock I haven't been able to take anything back to the store to exchange but my sis and them are supposed to look at and purchase a cheap suburban as a knock around vehicle tomorrow so I'm hoping that actually happens. I can't stand being cooped up but I never normally want to go out but it sucks that I can't even if I want to.

Anyway I took a couple of 32 week pics today and I'm freakin HUGE hahaha!