Well this weekend was pretty much an eventful one. The old motor is out of the blazer and the new one started to get put in....there are many many parts that need to be put in still but at least a huge progress was made. I didn't contact Carmelo all weekend but he started texting me on Saturday to see what I was doing, how Cami Jo is doing, ect....we ended up texting pretty much all evening/night until 2am nothing major just random conversation. Last night (Sunday) he started texting me again and eventually we started talking about the baby, how he is still scared, how he feels about being a daddy, how he feels about life, ect. He made it clear that he wants me to give her his last name....then he ended up telling me that he misses me, we continued to talk until I had to end the conversation because I just couldn't keep my eyes open after 1am.
I didn't ask him who he was with, where he was, anything...I kept it casual and Saturday he let me know he was at home playing cards with his uncle and cousin, let me know yesterday that he was at home and not talking to or texting anyone else. I let him know that I missed him too but all I was concerned with is that he do the best he can for Cami Jo. I still have a little hope that we may get back together but I am in fact letting him come to me...since he was the one with the lack of feelings or whatever I will do nothing at all except respond when he contacts me. He said he wanted to hear Cami Jo through the machine I got, he said he wants to do it on Sunday since he works Saturday. Although I was extremely happy that he wants to hear her, and see me....I just let him know that it's cool...whenever he feels like he wants to because I get to hear her all the time so whatever is convenient for him would be cool. I must admit that I am touched but am keeping myself in check!
Ugh these "friends" that we have working on the blazer......our male friend is great....he got custody of his 6 or 7 year old son, does the best he can, helps raise his GF's 16 year old daughter who is mentally challenged due to having severe shaken baby syndrome and they have a 2 year old son together....they brought the family out both Saturday and Sunday so he could work on the blazer and it's not them being here that's bad but they way she treats the kids, ignores them, makes her daughter try to take care of and discipline the other two. The way she doesn't bathe or bathe her children, the way she treats his son (the 6 or 7 year old) like he is a HUGE BURDEN! She is Extremely emotionally abusive, degrading, neglectful, and mean to him. She fed the other two constantly but said he had to "ask" to eat....when he did she said that if he was hungry he should have eaten breakfast...mind you this was at 3pm. So he went and sat back down without having been given anything...the other two sat happily eating breadsticks and cheese dip while he sat alone in the other room hungry! I was LIVID so I took him an apple to eat and gave him so chips! Next day she treated him worse....they were arguing with this boy when they came in...."J" the child was saying that he only hit his step mom because she was punching him and pulling his hair and he asked her to stop but she wouldn't! WTF! UGH I wanted to punch this bitch and tell her about herself! She told him she couldn't wait until he went back to school today because "he'd been so bad all weekend"....are you effing serious? WHY would you tell a child that? Why treat him like he's a burden? His mom is an abusive bitch and his dad does the best he can....gives him love, affection, attention, ect....but dad works many many hours and doesn't see how his GF treats his son! If I didn't care about my male friend and respect what he was trying to do for his son I would sooooooooooo call CPS on her ass. I can't get past my anger and aggression that I feel towards the way she treats his son...she's neglectful of the other two meaning she doesn't pay attention to them but she is outright CRUEL to his son! I just want to bring that boy here to live with me or do something! I'm talking to my male friend (the dad) next time (in 2 weeks) when he comes out to finish the blazer. I want so bad to talk sense into her as well but I'm afraid of the trouble it may stir up...this boy is like a budding anti-social sad little boy with absolutely no self esteem and self worth! He had a terrible early childhood with his Mom and his dad spent years fighting for full custody and finally got it...ugh I wish I could make it all better for this kid. He has ADHD and is on medicine that has him like a zombie...my heart is bleeding bad for him I wish I could take charge, wave a magic wand, and make his life all better! UGH!!! Some people should NOT be parents! Luckily she is unable to have anymore kids! I just had to get that out!
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