Updated: Okay he just contacted me and apparently he's been asleep all evening. Ah my poor tired baby daddy hahaha! Gosh I hate how much I feel for him!
I must admit I'm a little annoyed....Carmelo had texted me earlier but that was at like 5pm and now I haven't heard back from him since. He said earlier that he's been putting in a lot of hours this week, he hurt his arm, and he just wasn't feeling that good.
I know we are just friends and I should not expect him to all of a sudden start being all into talking to me and shit again...just because we slept together and he was holding me and I was holding him and we were just "together"...it didn't mean anything other than what it was I'm sure! I have to keep a level head so I don't get hurt. Gosh I sound like a rambling lunatic which is why I am journaling here instead of texting him like crazy or something!
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