So things are going better today....I called an old family friend and he's going to come and fix the motors in the blazer either this weekend or next for sure. I can't believe it is finally going to be taken care of. I should have called him a LONG time ago! Anyway I saw Carmelo today and got kisses and a hug and got a whole whopping few minutes because he had over-slept and my car was dying out again. I must admit that in fact that those few minutes did wonders for how I was feeling. I forgot that he only gets signal in the cafeteria which he did tell me before...I was just freaking out from my hormones and all the stressful car breaking down situations...I got my cymbalta refilled today and now that things with the blazer are going to be taken care of I feel much better. Hell I'm not even freaking out that my car is stuck in a bank parking lot and needs to be picked up and brought home which I'm hoping it will start when we go back and attempt to get it so that it won't have to be towed home. BIL should be able to pull it home with his suburban if it comes to that but hopefully with it sitting a day or two it will start right up and I'll be able to drive it back home. I didn't even wig out that Carmelo didn't text me on his break tonight...I was actually napping at that time which normally I obsessively watch the time for it to be time for his breaks and I feel asleep. Aside from this nagging stretching pain I'm having I'm feeling pretty darn good for once!